Surviving in the wild lesson 101: Grow some balls.

*Squish*




Tabasco anyone?

Look.

Its clear as day that all you want is money. I am really sorry for being the useless good for nothing bump who cant make money for you to spend but have already burnt a hole in your bank account.

Please stop your incessant whining and nagging; they wont make money appear out of nowhere.
I just want to live my life peacefully.

When I eventually graduate and get a job, don't worry, I will give you money. That will be all.

You just want the money anyway.

The nearest galaxy is 25000 light-years away from us and we are approximately 27000 light years away from the Galactic Centre. We have proven the existence of Black Holes and that everything in our universe is moving further and further apart. We figured out how to send men into space and recover them safely, as well as how to build a house in space. We know that the core of the Earth is molten and is spinning at a certain speed. Mariana's Trench is the lowest point of the Earth's surface and we have already been there. Let's not forget about Mount Everest as well.

We know that everything is made up of atoms and every atom contains electrons, protons and neutrons; stuff which are invisible to the naked eye but we have invented devices to see them. Every electron contains 1.6×10⁻¹⁹C of charge and we know how to generate large amounts of energy by fusing or splitting these particles.

And then of course, there are lots more of other stuff which we know but is impossible to list them all down. How did we get to where we are today?

The brilliance of human intelligence.

I can't help but feel that deep down, we are actually all lonely people.

The vexation of not being able to complete what I want to do is eating me away slowly, a piece at a time. Time; this immortal entity which has been around since the beginning of everything is playing with me like a ventriloquist with the caprices of an adolescent child.

I have been trying to mold it to my will but like a fistful of sand, it always slips through my hand. My plans to do things doesn't always go according to plan thanks largely to the unpredictable nature of time. You see, when I allocated 2 hours to complete a tutorial, I ended up doing only half of it. One question is difficult, by the time I figured out how to solve it, 1 hour 30 minutes have passed. I spent 30 minutes doing the previous 2 questions. And I am left with 3 more, but no more time.

Time doesn't care that you are grinding your brains to work something out. It doesn't care that you have many more questions to do. It doesn't care that you need to work. It definitely doesn't care that you are trying desperately to hang on. The moment you stop and think, time will accelerate, leaving you behind. If you can't think fast enough, then you are not worthy of more time. You shall face the deadline with your unfinished work. And you can watch your GPA go south.

Something is wrong when I am beginning to feel the inadequacies of having just 24 hours a day.

Nah. How could it be time's fault? It must be my intelligence, stupidity to be exact. I ain't that bright. Hence, I deserve to sink to the bottom of the food chain. Period.

Get smart or die trying.