Back to posting on this blog after ignoring it for 2 years. I need to let my emotions out but I can't do that on the usual social media platforms without looking like someone in desperate need of virtual concerns, likes and the associated shenanigans.
I don't believe I am alone. There are times when I need to express the anguish in me, whether in words or otherwise, to release the pent up pressure within me. I don't need any sympathy or understanding, just an avenue to voice out my unhappiness to someone, anyone. I guess its abit like voyeurism; the ones getting on with it don't mind being watched. But just don't interrupt their bodily bonding.
Likewise, I just want to make my unhappiness known, as if doing so makes the problem go away, or at least feel less problematic. But I don't care for the judgment of others. Because everyone has their own problems, and its always easy to comment as an outsider.
"I will do X and the problem is solved. Is he stupid or what?"
Well, he has a restriction Y which is preventing him from doing X to solve the problem.
"Then do Z to solve Y and X will be settled accordingly!"
His present condition does not allow him to do Z.
"Then that is his problem."
Yeah, it is his problem. It doesn't take a genius to point that out. A loud-mouthed scatterbrain individual can do that.
So, what is my unhappiness? There are many. I don't even know where to begin.
