Fuck myself. Who the hell do I think I am?
I always thought I was needed.
It turns out that its just my wilful thoughts.
I am not needed. I never was.
Of course... that is so obvious.
How could I have not noticed?
It must be me and my wishful thinking.
I am nothing compared to somebody.
I am such a dick.
I should wake up and accept reality.
Stop living in my fantasy world anymore.
Stop having unrealistic thoughts.
Stop lusting for the swan's meat.
And accept the cold hard facts.
I shall long for nobody anymore.
And live life for myself.
But I know I am lying to myself. I can't get over it. Its just to difficult. I am such a weakling.
"..."
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